The God Particle
These are two point markers in a book I am reading right now. A note to myself to re-read a week from now to see where I’m at. I’m working on so many things right now that are huge on their own but linked in every way to forgiveness, love and being released from the tormenting energies of others and towards others, from the bitterest cycles in our lives.
The book is Love Without End: Jesus Speaks – by Glenda Green
NOTE 1: Adamantine Particles
“Billions of adamantine particles have come to you through your family line and will return there to support future generations of children, according to similarities of love that you would have shared with them. In the days following your departure, the particles which you have exchanged with others, for the mutual sharing of life, will return to their rightful donors. However, at the moment of your passing, all the particles, which you have personally magnetized by your heart and used in the creation of your life, will leave with you. They will either attach to your soul, or else travel to a place that you have marked with love, and will wait until your heart calls them forth again. Either way they are yours forever. Often such points of love are designated collectively by friends and family who wish to continue together in eternity or to return to some plane of existence and work together again.”
“When a person’s love and life have been unclear and confused, peppered with insincerity and betrayal, his life particles can become lost in the lives of those he has hurt. This is not good for anyone concerned. All too often these lost particles are held hostage until debts are paid, which can cause great pain and confusion to all parties. It would be so much easier and healthier to forgive and to release.”
“What the heart commands, it keeps. All the particles that have been designated for the purpose of your life and commanded by your heart are yours to keep forever.”
“Much human error and dysfunction have been passed on to future generations as part of the total human memory, or perhaps the memory of a family line. With our limited understanding, we tend to condemn a sin or crime, which is only the latest manifestation of some desperate pattern begun long ago. There is no avoiding the collective inheritance of both good and bad. You are innocent and born as perfection, but into a world that has every conceivable legacy. These legacies come to each person, partially by magnetism, yet partially without respect of person, for all men are equally brothers in the human race. Without exemption, each one must accept some part of the collective inheritance. This is the original and true meaning of a greatly abused statement, ‘that none is above sin’. The true meaning of that statement is that no one within the brotherhood is above accepting some part of the negative legacy and the responsibility for transmuting it. The next time you see someone living in a way that is upsetting to you, instead of condemning, you may say a silent prayer of thanks that it is not you who had to accept that commission.”
NOTE 2: Like sand running through my fingers
“Be alert for the possibility of a defensive reaction, which can happen when a structured arrangement is infused with new properties of love. There can be an initial resistance or even rejection! this is because structure often serves force and frequently masks chaos. Structure is a recording and conversation system, which contains, distributes and utilizes particles, but it has no capacity to generate living dynamic order. Therefore, when love enters the picture, generating a true harmony and synchronicity among the particles, a new and living flow of life is begun. This can have a shattering effect on the brittle and inadequate structures that are providing the illusion of solidarity. It can actually be “life-threatening” to any structure which might be restricting the flow of life.”
“Often the introduction of love will cause pre-existing factions to fly apart. When this happens, you must remember that only the brittle inadequate structures were lost in their effort to imitate love and counterfeit order. Recovery, however, brings new and real order. There has never been a time on earth when this message has been more relevant! there is much love being poured upon the earth at this moment. So much that it will have a shattering effect on some of the needless structures now prevailing. They will fall to the earth, as they must. Yet, from that will spring new life, new hope and new growth.”
I haven’t written in some time because I’m going within so much, and I realise this means I completely lack the perspective to write about what is happening. But there is a huge shift and an awakening happening inside that is releasing a huge light and a huge love inside me. I hope in the coming weeks to get to a point where I have perspective again. I really hope that sharing this glimpse of what I’m reading right now might prove to be the key that someone reading this has waited for. It unlocked so much for me.
Denise Key
forgiveness for me came from the Lord when i asked him to forgive me and made amends to the ones i had harmed i no longer felt guilty even if they did not forgive me.i actually felt freedom.
Denise Key
now this conversation i like. i too read it and it did not make sense but now it does.i am glad too see that you think deeply about life and how too heal. when i come to co i will tell you my journey. i do believe each generation that heals saves many generations. i wish i had been healed and was forgiven before my children wsere grown. to this day i hope i can help them with there journey when there time is here.
Aaron N Allie Thiel
Fair enough.
Olivia Meiring
Sounds like you have it! There are many correlations in so many religions and beliefs but so many I know of in Christianity.I think your last question, the heart expressing love through the mouth always heals or causes growth. But the mind without love being expressed can create ties that bind us. I'm realising this so much now. It's not always true that unforgiveness only hurts the one who won't forgive. I know that in every case in my own life, that when I have been tormented by the knowledge that I have been unforgiven, no matter if I did something unforgivable or it was a misunderstanding, it stays with me. Like my particles that were once given in love to that person are being held hostage by them.
Aaron N Allie Thiel
Hm. Interesting. Well that definately helps. I can at least draw parallels now. Like the curse of disobedience of a person lasting until the 4th generation or until it is broken by someone in the lineage that recognizes it; and also soul ties, like the soul of Jonathan being knit together with the soul of David (best friends)…or simply, when a man leaves his mother and father to be joined in one flesh with his wife…even if the relationship fails, the soul tie remains, unless of course it is broken. So now you are making more sense! 😉 But you are absolutely right when you talk about forgiveness – because the person being held in contempt isn't affected by another's unforgiveness…it only destroys the one harboring it. Your last quote – your mind has no power to change your life, that privlege belongs to your heart alone. Do you think that your mouth plays a role? By the things you confess or release into the atmosphere?
Olivia Meiring
I will try to explain how I feel it. The sharing of adamantine particles is the breath of life. There is an ongoing exchange of these particles throughout existence. We share these particles with one another, those we love and trust and when we interact in the presence of love. That feeling of "soul-loss" that we sometimes feel, occurs when we feel a part of us belong to someone else or has been stolen by someone else, or that we have lost a part of ourselves through some unforgivable deed. But these particles belong to us, they are ours to keep or command, and they only respond to love. "There are no structures that cannot be superseded and rearranged by love."Therefore in the presence of complete love it is possible to heal yourself from that feeling of soul-loss, or feeling lost, to regather your particles, your essence, your completeness of being. To free others from the chains of your unforgiveness, those chains that hurt you too, sap you of tremendous amounts of life energy. To forgive yourself is the most important of all. To free yourself and future generations from the ancestral ties that cause repeated pain, from grandfather to father to son, from grandmother to mother to daughter.In Native American tradition it is believed that when you break away from painful ancestral ties, when you find a way to heal this pain, that you heal 7 generations before you and after you.Anyway."The mind has no power to change your life. That privilege belongs to your heart alone."
Olivia Meiring
Haha well in that case I guess I failed! I'm working on something really powerful and life-changing right now that will heal many generations before and after me. I'm finding it impossible to describe, so when I read this I felt "YES! This is exactly what I can't describe! This is the key!" and I thought if I posted it it would make sense. but I guess it doesn't. At all. hahaha
Aaron N Allie Thiel
Wow Liv. I often enjoy reading your posts, sometimes choosing to comment and other times not. But I gotta say…I'm a pretty intelligent person, but as I read this one from top to bottom, left to right, understanding and comprehending each word, I'm left with a totally blank slate. I have no idea what that means! But I'm glad it does something for you. 😉