haha! All the waiting around and complaining and stuff we like to do. Think of something that would be fun to do every day and create our own jobs. I dont want somebody else’s job or their rules. And to wait around for it on top of that?

Oh Great Love that brought me into being and, all the angels and guides who have helped me through… Please conspire together to open my heart so that I love, and love, and love. May I never know this desolate coldness of heart ever again.

A letter to my dead girlfriend This brought up a lot of stuff inside me. I can feel it. But I don’t know what yet.

This is a little peek into my world up in the attic at night. I’m in Portland. It’s a lovely home. And that is Lionel Marley Greatheart. He was hand knitted by a very special Kenyan woman. Lionel is not only full-blooded African, he is also very much real and alive. The more time we

Probably my favorite youtube mini-shows of all are the ones by Reckless Tortuga… this one pretty much says it all! Want to watch My Psycho GirlfriendSeasons 1-4?

Spaceweather.com I just woke up from the most amazing dream about Tristan. It felt so real that I was literally dumbfounded when I woke up. Yet it feels like it happened, somehow in the ether, if that’s even possible. Maybe it happened on another timeline, maybe we were both thinking about each other in this

My recent and powerful daily mantra, handed down by my incredibly old, wise and magical grandmother: “Everything I need to knowwill be revealed to me. Everything I need is given to me. All is well in my life.” Although there are days I forget how powerfully true this is, I am starting to live in