29 Aug 2012

Entering the Passage

Tonight I received the First Rite of the Munay-Ki, passed down to me through a new friend all the way from the Q’ero of Peru. It felt delicious while it was happening!! Eventually I will receive all the rites and learn to pass these on. It’s very exciting!

Rite One: Healer’s Rite
Connects you to a lineage of luminous beings from the past, who come to assist you in your personal transformation. Awakens the healing power in your hands so that everyone you touch is blessed. There is tremendous spiritual assistance available, and these luminous ones work in our sleep to heal the wounds of the past and of our ancestors.

In case you’re intrigued, this video demonstrates the receiving of the 8th Rite…

I sort of stumbled into this the last few days, came home and just realised that I’ve officially begun on the path of becoming a healer. It’s something that’s been niggling at me for years and years, but I believed so strongly that I had too much of my own healing to go through first that I kept putting it off. That limiting belief has faded away recently after realising I will be perpetually healing, perpetually growing, and finally allowed the space for the opportunities to spontaneously arise, for the Universe to do its miracles. I feel a bit nervous and excited. I dont want to set up any expectations with myself, and also I might not end up being a healer in quite the way I understand healing to be, but whatever happens it feels good and I know I’m on the right path.

On Friday I’m going to a Blue Moon Fire Ceremony in Portland which will tie in perfectly as I can use fire to strengthen my new gift, and next week I will start a 5-week Reiki 1 course, one-on-one with the WONDERFUL, colourful, joyfilled Rosemary Beam, a local shaman who leads the most astounding meditation classes I’ve ever experienced in my life… they are informal, very loose, lots of drumming… and for me at least it turned out to be more like a mini vision quest.

Last night while pretty spaced out at her meditation and after being led quite deeply in I met my others… my kind. That part was totally unexpected — I thought Id meet some ancestors or Indians or aliens maybe… but nope. I encountered beings I’d never before imagined in my life. What we looked like, my kind, were light beings with wide eyes, all imaginable colours of irises, even purple! And GOLD! A sea of so many eyes blinking at me with glowing almost nothing but a wisp of body to them if that, and yet none of that seemed at all alien to me. They didnt communicate verbally and being around them allowed us to read each other back and forth so fluidly. It makes so much sense to me now how it took 25 years to become comfortable with the fact that I have a body, and to recognise it as me. (I still dont really, but I love that it takes me places, that I can feel amazing sensations with it, and its become very familiar). They told me I’m a Star Seed. I understood immediately with an “Ohhhhhh! Of course… so THATS why… wow now it all makes sense!!”, somehow knowing what that meant, even though I’d never heard these words before. When I got home I Googled it fully expecting to get no results except for something maybe botanical, but it was indeed something, there are others, and the descriptions were pretty bang on.

I also met someone else unexpected on this journey, as she guided us to find a spirit guide or an animal… someone unexpected emerged — my higher self. That was a surprise as I was thinking a cat would come forward, you know, something simple and I’ve been seeing a lot of cats in almost every dream the past few months. Well it wasn’t Earth me or present day me, but All of Time Me that incorporates all that experience and knowledge, and of course I had a beautiful sparklin wide eye that started to merge completely into me… which made me grow and grow so infinitely huge that I looked down in my hand… and dancing in the palm were tiny sparkling lights. My body was glowing too. Upon closer inspection I realised it was a swirling galaxy in my hand… so beautiful! So sparkly! (I LOVE sparkly things) And then the palm of my hand went up to my heart and filled my whole being with billions of stars. In this vision I was told what my purpose was, why I’m here on this particular planet, at this point in time, that I will always have this support, infinite energy (more than billions of Suns) that I can use to create literally anything I need, and infinite knowledge to draw from within, and from the others. Then it all made sense. Everything I’ve had questions about since I was a tiny kid about why I am so weird. So…

What next??? I don’t know but I do know that if this is what crazy is, I dont care, and I really can’t wait to find out what happens next!! I hadn’t been puffing on anything magical in a long time, and Im glad so I can know that this is all really happening. But I suppose… I did go Sun Gazing just half an hour before, and THAT is affecting me so massively I havent even been able to write about it because its too much. I could literally write a whole blog just about how my entire being is changing from Sun Gazing its THAT good. I wouldn’t be surprised in the least if there is a connection between the session I had and the vision.

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