I sense acutely today, that this difficult path I’ve chosen towards celibacy, for the time while I find my truest nature, is leading me towards the polar opposite of how I have lived my life so far. It is taking me down roads I never considered before, and allowing me to explore avenues I used

It is possible to be with someone you love for years and years, live with them every day, and feel completely alone.

Yesterday I went through a radical and exciting metamorphosis. I am certain now that it’s uncomfortable to turn into a butterfly, and hurts like a bitch to squeeze out of the coccoon.

There once was a King who lived in a beautiful gigantic sand castle, designed and created by huge sandy hands. There he lived with his lifelong awaited Queen, who had tangly seaweed for hair and tiny seashells for breasts… they had crabs that were hired as court jesters, noble steeds and served as the occasional

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