Nothingness is Everything. Unmanifest while at the same time, it is absolute potential. I feel like I am in a gap right now. I have had dreams of being suspended in nothingness, millions of light-years from the nearest piece of space debris or the stars scattered all around me. They look close, I feel part
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Jan 2011
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Jan 2011
I got treated for multiple cases of dreaded third world lurgy you don’t even want to know about, two weeks ago. I had a feeling something was off when I tripped quite radically to the moon and back after every single meal, for about 4 months now and sure enough, there were a few serious
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Jan 2011
My mind has been racing for a few weeks now, spinning faster and faster, putting pieces together from my past, dreams for the future, trying to figure out what to do right now. Looking at things from every angle. Everything these days seems so tricky. Relationships. Nothing is going to plan and instead of just
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Jan 2011
Running away from the loud, drunken crowds barging around in the streets, loud firecrackers, strange scarecrows being set on fire, I almost ran to the beach tripping over rocks and branches in the dark. It got darker and darker till it was pitch on the shore. This beach is so secret, only the locals next
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Dec 2010
Existence You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That’s what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth – everything in the universe will feel a small place