Truly, one may gain by losing; And one may lose by gaining. ~ Lao Tzu Something permanently changed in me tonight after I took this photo. I walked home in the dark instead of using the headlamp, with acute awareness of my footing, living the present moment, using all my senses, praying I wouldn’t unknowingly

I just noticed that I only seem to suffer or long or hurt when I believe that the way things are, is not the way it’s supposed to be. As soon as I accept things, the pain immediately goes away. It comes back again, when I miss him, and then I remember this.

The water supply is still down after two days and I think I caught something really nasty yesterday, there’s Guardiasis going round. But I was on it with Olive Leaf Extract and woke up just fine today. The many troubles on my heart and mind last night sweated away with all the toxins and the

I’ve been out here 3 weeks now and it has been gob-smacking. In the way you’d expect yes, but far more in unexpected ways. Every day I have to let go of control and the desire to control my life more and more. My laptop, my tool of trade, died in the first week. I

So whenever your relationship is not working, whenever it brings out the “madness” in you and in your partner, be glad. What was unconscious is being brought up to the light. It is an opportunity for salvation. Every moment, hold the knowing of that moment, particularly of your inner state…. …Humanity is under great pressure