…for my endlessly patient and loving family, for my inspirational funny intelligent friends who hang in there with me even though I keep moving country… to my new readers on yummy wakame for all the support and insight… to my uncle Steve who sent me a bunch of never seen toddler photos this morning of

Wow, seriously? Not only is the writer sassily named after one of my favourite friends Jennifer Jones, she is BRILLIANT at what she does! I wish I had had access to this incredible relationship resource 5 years ago. Truly, it would have been a second chance for me. The depth of insight and wisdom on

I sense acutely today, that this difficult path I’ve chosen towards celibacy, for the time while I find my truest nature, is leading me towards the polar opposite of how I have lived my life so far. It is taking me down roads I never considered before, and allowing me to explore avenues I used

It is possible to be with someone you love for years and years, live with them every day, and feel completely alone.

“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.” ~ The Buddha This morning I woke up angry. I’ve had moments of anger, hours and sometimes a day here or there feeling angry, throughout this process of letting