AAAARGH!!! Thiago! I dont know if you’ll even be able to open my website out there and read this message or if it will just get sucked into the archives and lost forever. Every atom of my body feels expanded out from each other and shakes from missing you. From our separation. I feel them literally vibrating, wobbling and stirring around as if they are reaching for you. I think of you all the time and send so much love to you. You are so utterly loved!! I absolutely adore you my darling. No matter what you need to do. No matter how much time passes. No matter what happens.

I hope some day, through this solitary journey somehow, that you discover and feel without a single doubt creeping into your mind ever again, just how loved you are, and how precious you are to me. Its a life-time journey learning how to be loved. I hope with all my heart to some day share it with you again.