Decisions need to be made
But the moment before decision is the fork in the road, the neutral ground of possibility.
Just the word makes me salivate. I’m in love with possibility. When left to fantasise about what’s possible, everything is amazing. But, it’s still not real yet, and nothing is guaranteed. And outcomes are so often not what we planned because sadly we screw up, a lot. Well, I do.
I had all of existence before I came into being to imagine every possibility, and possibly all of existence after I die, floating around in the soup of all our possibilities. This life is the one chance we have, that I know of, to take action on these ideas. That’s what living is, as opposed to existing.
So somehow, I have to get over this fear of messing up and actually make a decision at some point. Starting with where Frolina and I are going to live once I leave Pittsburgh. I dont know why it’s taking so long to figure out where I’m going next. Maybe in a little bit more time it will all make sense.
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Oh mo! I got you confused with mo mo who Im living with!! Thanks so much! – Im coming to stay 😀 Very soon! *hugs*
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Yeah, thats pretty much exactly what Im aiming for too 🙂
Bronnie
Be patient with you and the decision a little bit … decisions come in their own time and are made at exactly the right moment so that the path is the right one for you … the when is just as important as what or where.
I know that you will make the ‘right’ decision for you and The Fro. You have been through alot lately bit of processing is needed methinks a little down time before moving forward.
My dream for you, not that I want to impose it comes from a friend/love stance, is that you find a base, a hub that you know is your place of safety that you can always return to a centre from which you can start sending out your beautiful travel threads because you are a traveller, an adventurer in your soul you do need to travel not be ‘stuck’ but then you do need the other a base and a home. Perhaps create a centre slowly with one or 2 trusted like minded people that appeals to other travellers – like what was in Nica but maybe not as hardcore so that you are free to come and go as you please on your own travels but also attracting the world to you.
Just an idea, love you friend and know whatever decision you make will be the right one.
Also love and healing cuddles to the FroFro
Bronnie
mo
maybe because you’re supposed to stay here 😉 imjustsayin
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Haha! You’re awake too? So I just found out there’s a massive solar flare headed our way on Friday. Theyre expecting problems with satellites and conputers. Remember earlier today when I was suddenly shaky and said i was feeling electrically disturbed? Weird. Hopefully I’m not a complete freakazoid come Friday 😛